Goodness

Well, well readers, I had another adventure. I am probably too tired and a little too queasy feeling to be writing this, but I wanted to get it down when it was somewhat fresh. Friend, Friends Hubby and I hit this itty bitty place I had never been to. We had gotten into the tequila a bit before we left, and hit the beer when we got there. I was having a good time, as I love people and I was meeting new ones left and right in this bitty bar, just having a good buzz going and listening to music. Somehow, I got into some Beam, which is just never ever a good thing. Ever. So I was ready. I had a cup, then another, and I was still okay. What was NOT okay was somebody's juvenile dare to turn up the third cup and my druken stupidity in accepting. Needless to say, I got a bit sick on my way home. Just a bit. Still I was fine, in a great mood, staying at Friends because I don't do the drink and drive thing at all. And dear readers, guess who comes over, a long way over? Mr. Perfect. Nope, not kidding.
Here I was bound and determined to find a new crush after remembering how much fun they were thanks to him, and here he is. Of course we discussed the whole rudeness thing, which he acts like he wasn't being rude, and maybe he has a different mindset or maybe I'm just anal, but even Friend agreed that last deal was really rude. So we get past that, and talk for a while. I really do like talking to this guy. I like how he gets open and really delves into the deeper layer of conversations. So I got to learn alot about him, which was good. It also explained quite a bit and as it turned out, many of the things I had thought about him were dead on. I have to say though, he's smart, and I see him as one that likes to keep you guessing (which I personally hate), and I don't know, from what he said about past relationships I get the feeling he holds just a bit of himself back all the time, just a part nobody gets to. I wonder if he realizes it?
Anyway, we had our fun, too, of course, and it was every bit as good as last time. I am once again deliciously sore and wondering about this guy. I did flat out ask him if he liked me or if he was just going for a booty call thing, because granted, I gave him the wrong impression, but that just wasn't me. He said if that's what I thought he was doing we didn't need to be doing anything, that he did like me and wouldnt have come all that way for that. What does that mean? I don't really know. Dating? Friends? Lots of questions.
I did have to get up much earlier than I wanted to, especially seeing as it was daylight before we went to sleep. But, Friend is having a birthday party for one of her kids in just a bit. So, I've got a few questions about the whole thing, a few regrets from last night that have nothing to do with him, and I can't quite figure out how I had set out for a good time, and had been hoping for a new crush, just to have that old one lit up again. I do know I will not be drinking Beam in public ever, let me say it again, ever again.